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little pieces of japan :)

2012-02-01T18:39:00.001+08:00

Still can't believe, it's actually already almost 2 months since I've been to Japan

I'm so happy and glad to be there for the first time in my life
spending my quality time with precious friends, and having the first trip being alone without family
I'm so glad my Dad gave me one life opportunity that I know It was worth it to be fight for =')
DAMN!!! I had a wonderful experiences and memories there!!

First picture of us =)

LOVE

anno loves depi

anno loves ame

Japan's night view

Shinjuku Lights

had great time gossiping about this guy =p

yellow+green leaves <3

near the imperial palace

push push push

lights

ginza lights

lights again

ginza illumination

tong tong tong

DAMN! SALE ODEN!!!!!

Surabaya Invasion >:)

trying to lift this momument =p

WASEDA!!!!

karaoke lalalala

the famous lampion

I got the BEST fortune :)

The best ramen I've ever eat in life :')

another temple in Japan

the famous lights

Tokyo dome

ciatttt

Finally, Japan cookies

Well, overall, it was definitely 10 out of 10 best moment in life for me
and even now i'm stuck in Perth, I miss Japan SO MUCH!!!!
just finished shopping today with my new friend + amy's best friend aka Audrey :))
end up shop a lot even though I will be back for good next month =.=
but I was fun!!!! except my skin become so tanned!!!
Geez! i hate summer =(

single ice tea tarik

and got couples! =D

Chasiu Spicy ramen at nao! well it was nice tho

look!!!! i become so tanned!

anno+audrey

LOOOOKKKKKK!!!! WHAT I FOUND today!!!!

Make me miss japan even more!

LOVE

used to be a statue but now, i can grab it easily! hehehe

back to Perthell

2012-01-30T15:11:00.000+08:00

I don't know why I wanna go back to Perth earlier than the schedule...
Day 1 being here, I already take a bath 3x and still can't stop sweating... it's HOT!!!!!!!
damn 47 degrees make u feel so mad+grumpy
I planed at first wanna watch fireworks at Oz day in the first place... but all couples and some of my good friends are went to work, as they gonna have double pay day... huhuhu...+ yes sadly i'm single...
so I decided to sleep at that night and do nothing except sweating like hell :(

even though a bit disappointed after watching this photo!
damn... what a genius photographer, make me so regret more why I didn't watch the fireworks on that day!
but again, I can't change the past.. BOOO! =(

*sigh*
i have 31 days of being completely unemployed and spoiled
and I wish I could go back to my previous workplace, Netcom...
but they have employed 2 new staffs.. so I decided better off stay holiday mode...
lalallaa,lilili, catch up catch up catch up!!!!

7nights to sleep before my graduation ceremony, + so excited for my younger sister to come here so I could become her tour guide and lead her to my favourite places during 4years I live in here =D

Well, 5th day back in Perth, I'm so glad to be able to catch up with downsouth friends yesterday
We were all mad coz so hard to get dinner!
We wanna try eat Spaghi, Italian restaurant
but It was CLOSED on Sunday, and we just realized it after we arrived there...
2nd place we went to Kahmon at 8.30pm, but the service sucks! the owner so short tempered
and it actually just a take away restaurant, he didn't allow us to dine in.. so we have to go other restaurant! =.=
And so we went to Irish pub+restaurant in Leederville called Fibber mc Gee's

Girls

Boys

Lamb shank

delicious salmon+mash potatoes, but very salty salad =.=

snapper beer battered

Even it's 9+ dinner, I didn't regret it at all, as I had a good time+ good food+ good friends! =D

Happy Chinese New Year 2563!!!!

2012-01-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year 2563 Everyone!!!!

the year of Dragon finally has approached us!

Some said, this is the best time for couples to get married, that's why many people actually will get married this year! 2 of my best friend in my workplace, Perth gonna held wedding ceremony at the end of the year =)

My family received 3 invitation cards that will be held next month!!!! but as my mum+dad will be in Perth for 10 days, bye bye party, have to attend my graduation ceremony first, YAY! anno become the top priority >:)

well, even there's some problems because of misunderstanding between my family today, I'm so happy that this year, all of us ( Dad, Mum, ko Tomo, C cophie, and Wevang) can gather together :')

We only went like 5hours socializing to our relatives houses, then stay at home listening each other point of views...

Lesson to be learn: always forgive but not forget! and have to be mature no matter how old you are

I'm so glad to be here, feel so truly blessed, though I know, my family isn't perfect, but to me, they are my precious... they complete my life and always become my first priority

words, can't describe my feelings... and they aren't just dreams, they are real! =)

Things that can be done in CNY: GAMBLING!!!! but ofcourse only with angpao money!!!

CNY= No diet.. always non-stop eating, damn! I ate too much since yesterday, feel so bloated now.. =.=

Feels like time has cheated on me again, tomorrow morning, c coph has to go back to HK again, then the day after that, it's gonna be me go back to Perthland!!!!

last 2 nights in SBY, so lazy to pack and gather things again HU! =(

Some pics of the day:

Which of this 2 different nail art do you think nicer on my nails?

Original white flowers ( left hand)

Blue Flowers (right hand)

take 1

Show off my make up =)

Excuse my Narcism

And another one :p

Pic with my little sis

Pic with c coph :D

Daddy wanna be in the pic as well! XD

Daddy admit that he wants to join camwhoring XD

Third pose: Trolling+tired to look at the camera! BOOO! wkkwkwkwk

Meowth

LAST POSE B)

It has ended before it even started

2012-01-19T23:43:00.000+08:00

Well, I felt seriously weird...something has gone...
It hurts and so unsatisfied... but seems like I really had to let it go
It has ended before it even get started...
felt like an idiot, but yeah... Life goes on!
I have to move on, or else i'm gonna stuck forever...

Btw It's only 3 nights to sleep then it's gonna be Chinese New Year!
then 5 nights before I get burned in Perth!
Seriously, summer came late this year, just now I checked, It will be 40 degrees when I'm back there...
Please summer be nice to me!!! burn my fat not my skin =p
Even, actually I feel disappointed with my sister, because she can't attend to my graduation ceremony.... but really thanks God, giving her chance and such a beautiful roster, so I still can meet up in Perth with her on 21st-23rd February! =D
I miss her so much... still feel weird, when me,little sister and brother gather together without her
can't wait to see her on Saturday!!!
I'm so grateful to have perfect family for me, understanding friends, and such a great life that I have now... so counting on the day again! :)))))

Yesterday, I went to reunion X2 part 2! catch up with friends, and know how they're doing now
Another great news I knew from yesterday,
One of my friend actually already got married last year, he even showed me his cute 1 y.o baby girl, Congrats to Hengky! \(^o^)/

Me look so fierce :p

It really reminds me of Japan! Merry go around :)

Us inside Spaghi Amico

Gun, Kesbir, Paulus, Hengky, Robby, Enrico, Ongko
Ruth, Liza, Luluc, Me, Karina, Jemblem, Eta, Lani
<3

welcome back HOME, wevang! =D

2012-01-15T20:10:00.001+08:00

So excited to pick up wevang at the airport within 3hours,
nothing to do so i watched wongfu and find this MV,
really LOVE the mv+ lyrics
to everyone who have been away from their family..
and welcome back home wevang <3 =')

"Dedicated to our families.
Like the mother and daughter, we all have those moments where we neglect our parents, too busy living our own life, we often forget that on the other side our parents are working hard and have struggled to give us as good a life as they can.
Like the son, pressures from school can be the biggest struggle for young people. While it's important, sometimes stepping away to find that true peace keeps us going. Whether it's in art and photography, making videos, singing, dancing, or even video games with friends.
Like the father, jobs and financial worries can bring us down. Especially in these tough times, when so much is uncertain, the greatest gift we have is knowing that there is one constant, family." <3

100 random questions

2012-01-14T21:02:00.002+08:00

1. How old will you be in five years?
25 Years old! OMG!!! :(

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
Mum and Bro, we went shopping! =D

3. How tall are you?
last month checked, still 162cm *sigh*

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
My graduation ceremony, then adult worlds!!!

5. What’s the last movie you saw?
New Year's Eve

6. Who was the last person you called?
Mom

7. Who was the last person to call you?
Tomo

8. What was the last text message you received?
Cynthia asking me where am I, XL sucks!

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?

Daddy

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
To make things clear, of course call!

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
I was in dreamland! =D

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
married

13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
Just now

14. What color are your eyes?
Brown

15. What time did you wake up today?
6.30, was planned to go to gym at 8, but no one could dropped me there >:(

16. What are you wearing right now?
Grey shorts and black t-shirt

17. What is your favorite Christmas song?
Last X-Mas- Boa, Mistletoe- JB (Galau songs =.=)

18. Where is your favorite place to be?
Home, but of course, when 4 of us (siblings) gathered together =)

19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
Gym, coz I had to shred fat and work outs =(

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
Paris! or probably Hawaii! ~~(^o^)~~

21. Where do you think you’ll be in 10 years?
Anywhere as long as it goes with my husband+kids

22. Do you tan or burn?
Nah, someone said i'm gonna be a 'tole' if i do that (+.+)

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
Kuntilanak!!! of course thanks to Suzana! -.-

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
New Year's Eve movies =D

25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
6

26. How big is your bed?
Queen

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
Laptop, but seriously I need desktop computer!

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Sleep without clothes on... but only when it's summer time!

29. What color are your sheets?
Yellow

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
One + bolster too =D

31. What is your favorite season?
Spring!!!!

32. What do you like about fall?
It's not too hot+cold, and of course can experiment with make ups!

33. What do you like about winter?
Pretty coats, shabu-shabu, electric blanket,and no need to shower 2x a day =p

34. What do you like about the summer?
Long holiday! =D

35. What do you like about spring?
Flowers everywhere, nice weather =D

36. How many states provinces have you lived in?
2

37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
Surabaya, HK, Perth

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
SOCKS! my feet sucks! gonna be full of scratches + blister if i don't use socks =(

39. Are you a social person?
Not really

40. What was the last thing you ate?
Sour sally

41. What is your favorite restaurant?
Sushi tei, and Menya!

42. What is your favorite ice cream?
Hazelnut chocolate, Taro, Vanilla Rum!!

43. What is your favorite dessert?
Creme Brule, Egg/fruit tart, or actually any kind of dessert! =D

44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
Pumpkin soup!

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
Don't really like Jelly... PB+nutella already enough for me~

46. Do you like Chinese food?
Yes I love Chinese food! =D

47. Do you like coffee?
Only dare iced coffee...or actually only sweet or iced coffee

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
10 glasses

49. What do you drink in the morning?
2 glasses of water

50. What non-banking related card in your wallet is the most valuable to you?
My ID

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
Nah, I can sleep on any sides =D

52. Do you know how to play poker?
Yes I do

53. Do you like to cuddle?
Only to certain people

54. Have you ever been to Canada?
Nah, but hopefully someday!

55. Do you have an addictive personality?
Yes, food :'(

56. Do you eat out or at home more often?
When my family around, HOME =) but when back in perth... always eating out =(

57. What do you miss about highschool, if anything?
Nothing to worry about except exam and homeworks.. and of course, the delightful of eating chips or cookies inside the class, + make sure the teacher didn't see us! XD

58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Exactly the same date= my bf, Sani.. if not, Ce Erika, Madonna, My Ex's Dad, Qmy's brother

59. Do you want kids?
YA! 2 boys and 1girl <3

60. Do you speak any other languages?
Yup, fluent Indonesian, Javanese and a bit of Chinese

61. Have you ever gotten stitches?
Nope

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Nope, and hopefully never

63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
Pool!

64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?
Window =D

65. Do you know how to drive stick?
YES YES YES!!!! been learning how to drive it since last 2 weeks XD

66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
clothes, bags, and of course food! =D

67. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
Yaa, my rings, necklace and DJ's bday gift, "anno" bracelet =)

68. What is your favorite TV show?
current addiction... Vampire Diaries season 3!

69. Can you roll your tongue?
Yes, i can

70. Who is the funniest person you know?
My Dad

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
No...

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
Katy Peri, the one that got away

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
YA!! my Tare Panda's pajamas! can't believe i still can wear it till now (since I was in 5th grade!!!) XD

74. What red object is closest to you right now?

My mouse

75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth?
No

76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Closed!

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
big bear probably, at least *fingercrossed* they are cute... and I hate insects! =(

78. Do you flirt a lot?
Only with people that I have crushed on

79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Chilli sauce

80. What is your favorite food?
Sushi, any kind of seafood, Medium cooked Steak

81. Can you change the oil on a car?
No.. I'm not good with cars

82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
Nah =D

83. Have you ever run out of gas?
Nopeeee

84. What is your usual bedtime?
Anytime when I feel sleepy

85. What was the last book you read?
Chicken soup, dieter's soul o.o

86. Do you read the newspaper?
Only when it's around

87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?

Nope

89. Do you watch soap operas?
Nope

90. Do you dance in the car?
Sometimes

91. What radio station did you last listen to?
FM 100

92. Who is in the picture frame closest to you?
My sisters+me =D

93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
About capstone, strong weaknesses, Erie's group

94. What is your favorite candle scent?
Jasmine

95. What is your favorite board game?
Scrabble

97. When was the last time you attended church?
Last year, accompanying DJ

98. Who was your favorite teacher in high school?
Bu Winda!!!! mami econs

99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent?
0

100. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you?

Mummy, taking care of me very well when I was sick and stumble mumble bla bla bla

Phew~~~~

Finally, I finished filling out this random quez which almost take me an hour to fill it!!!

Had nothing to do in weekend, as it's pouring outside, and actually my bffs had fun travelling to Thailand and spore while i'm stuck in my room =(

so bored.... wanna do something fun!!! TT____TT

Nevertheless, tomorrow my little sister will arrive!!!! really can't wait to annoy her XD~~~

*blinking eyes* *blinking eyes* time flies time flies time flies!!!!

Underneath your love

2012-01-14T18:29:00.000+08:00

I just LOVE this short movie so much
love the meaning
love Michelle
love Miles
seems so magical,
+ give me a courage, don't hide and be confident with myself =)
so here it goes

Underneath your love <3

People might come and go, but memories will always stay forever :)

2012-01-11T12:27:00.001+08:00

I don't know why...
I always become so emo lately...
Well I know it's not good for me, but still the feeling of guilty and afraid of losing always haunted me =(
I feel like I want to keep everyone that I love in my arms forever, but what can I do as a human being? -none-
I always feel insatiable... and of course it's their own destiny to continue their life, I couldn't ask them to be 24/7 be with me
So, after a while I'm getting sick and wanna get over it
probably it's the process of maturity that could bring me to be a better person
I should decide for my own good, to capture and save the special moments in my life
and hopefully I could grow old together with the person i truly love and care, especially my family
People might come and go, but memories will always stay forever =')

Which direction that should I choose?

First picture using my own instagram =)

Though, I really hate to say good bye
I should say it to my maid today, even she just worked for the past 2 years in my house
her kindness will remained in my heart, hopefully her mother will get well soon... mbak sri has to go back to her village because her mum suffered from serious illness, she coughed blood =(
and somehow.. I missed mbak sih so badly, she watched me grow up since i was 7 till 19...
I trusted her so much, I still remembered how I used to so dependable on her, She is the one who always preparing my book to school, putting and arranging all my clothes and belongings
I regret how sometimes i treated her so bad, scolded her if she forgot to bring me something, or get mad when I lost my things and she couldn't find it... ='(
again... I guess I'm too spoiled and love her so much... she really was a great person...
My whole family cried (except dad), when she asked permission to leave... she got pregnant for her 2nd child, and so her husband didn't give her permission to stay in my house again...
her latest news, she became a farmer in her village, and raising her new baby boy there
Even though, I know the distance from her village is so far away...I'm still hoping she will come around to my house this year with her children

2 years ago: maid1 , mbak Ton (the best chef in my house), mbak Sih, maid 4

Excuse my sleepy face + mbak Sri... It's still 6.30 and she already has to leave =(

I need KARAOKE!!!!

2012-01-08T19:36:00.003+08:00

How did I go for my yesterday IELTS test?

well, probably it was one of my bad day in my life... and it's all because my own mistakes =<

I ate too much nasi goreng jancuk! and really underestimated it, in the end I couldn't eat breakfast coz I had terrible stomachache and couldn't stop to not go to the toilet ='<

and when the test started, i felt quite confidence for the listening, but when the reading section began,

I'm starving and so the pain started... I couldn't think anything, coz my brain really stopped at that moment

I could hear others laughing at me when they heard how noisy my stomach was...

well, though whatever happen to the result won't affect anything to me, yet I felt bad coz I'm wasting my dad's money again =(

I'm so unwell and NEED entertainment!!!!!!

yesterday I went to karaoke with my friends, ageha+jen2, but didn't really feel satisfy coz, I came late,only spent 40mins there, and because depi and jen2 had to went back to Malay asap, so that's it =(

Furthermore, Thanks to my bro for making my day 'perfect', Tomo, who forgot to pick me up after I finished the IELTS test, so I had to take taxi to go to koalake =.=

really counting on the day my little sis and c coph arrive in Surabaya again =(

I really wanna go rock n roll!!!! relieved all of the stresses, shouting, singing, do whatever it takes!

4 of us is enough, I really miss siblings time =')

and one song that keep stuck inside my head since I sang it yesterday was Anything I'm not, by Lenka

Reff:

Gimme a break, a little escape.. I'm just so tired of being me

I want to be free.. I want to be new and different, anything I'm not

I've heard lenka's song before, but i really love it after I stole ameme songs from her iTunes library when I stayed at ame's apartment in Japan, well i must say, thank you so much ame <3 :))

Food that I really missed and craving for, and u can find it in any convenience store in Japan, ODEN :(

anno, ame, depi :)

second random pic of us

last pic of us XD

karaoke time, 7-1-2012: Ageha+jen2 :)

Koalake 2012

RIP my Dearest Friend...

2012-01-06T18:23:00.002+08:00

Well... I don't really know whether I've nailed or fucked up in my today speaking IELTS test
though I've100x practiced saying that I'm a Bachelor of commerce in accounting+finance
In real life, when the examiner ask me one simple question about my dream job
I didn't say that!!!!! what is my dream job?
I said: Become the private secretary for my own Dad, coz I know he is not young or that energetic anymore, besides he need someone that the can put his trust with
sacfrice that I have to do: I have bare to wake up early in the morning like him, less fun because he never stop working..he works everyday,even in the weekend!!!! blablablablablablablablabla
so, it's a dream job for me as I can make my daddy's life burden transfer to me, payback what he has done for me, and working with the people that I love and love me unconditionally definitely will also make this job perfect! -done-
how about the rest of the question? my hometown, wages, etc. i don't know what i really talking about.... especially when the examiner asked me to explain good thing with young people in your country... I don't know! seriously, I talk CRAP!
enough with the pressure of speaking test, I went to plaza surabaya hotel with my bro to try the famous nasi goreng jancuk
well, overall i will give 8/10, as it's tasty+ cheap, though i should comment it wasn't that spicy like people always said

obey the rule

Extremely large portion = worth it!

Tomo happy face

I don't know why I had such terrible feelings since yesterday night...
I'm so afraid what I'm gonna be in my life... afraid of losing people that I love...
afraid if I'm going to be a bad person... afraid that I will let people around me down...
and just now... I had bad news when i went back to home after eating that lunch with my bro
My little kitten just passed away... ='(
I found him in my front yard... he was so weak, he just lost his mother...
I thought I had to do something about it before my stupid dog kill him at night,
therefore I decided to take him inside my house, cleaned him up, then fed him so he felt safe
I found him exactly 3 days ago...He was so spoiled, followed me wherever I go.. he must think that I'm his mum...
but my Dad found it, and got angry when he knew that I was playing with this little kitten... he didn't allow me to put it inside my house as usual... he said, he gonna throw it straight away
so I decided to put him in my backyard.. I thought he will be safe there...
but I was wrong... he cried all night looking for me, until I gave him my clothes to accompany him to sleep... and just this morning, I decided to give him name... Maw Maw!
I played with him right before I went to the IELTS test
but after that... he gone forever.... my maid said, she buried him straight away when she saw Maw Maw die...
Maw Maw was killed by a stray white fat evil cat, His head was broken, Maw Maw must think that evil cat was his friend, poor Maw Maw TT________TT
I was really shocked... really can't believe Maw Maw already gone ='(
even I just knew him for 3days... I felt deeply in love with him... He was my precious...

First pic of maw maw

Maw Maw hates water, but I have to cleaned him so I could kiss him with a nice smell :')

hey hey hey, i wanna play

sorry maw maw, I have to go taking speaking test, see you when I get back

Last pic of Maw Maw

I'm so sorry Maw Maw, I didn't put you in a cage or put you in my middle yard...
Hope you find a place and meet your real mum in other side of the world

brain damaged :(

2012-01-05T22:25:00.005+08:00

Huhuhu... TT__________________TT
Even though I've already spent 4 years live in Perth, having IELTS test for tomorrow seriously make me so nervous :(
I don't know why... I feel like I don't have much preparation and really not ready especially for the writing skills...
Just now, I've googled so many things about IELTS, some website suggested me to google 100 best words in english... seems like really pro English native speaker know all of these complicated words.. aberration, abhor, acquiesce, alacrity, appease, coerce, chide, despot, deride, haughty, incisive, insatiable, intrepid, blablablablabla
brain damaged brain damaged brain damaged....
brain damaged brain damaged brain damaged....
brain damaged brain damaged brain damaged....
brain damaged brain damaged brain damaged....
brain damaged brain damaged brain damaged....
brain damaged brain damaged brain damaged....

I'm so tired saying this words more than 100x
Hi, I'm Andriani, but my friends usually just call me anno, A double N, O
I'm currently 20 years old... I just finished my study in Curtin University, Perth majoring accounting and finance...
the rest, I'm stumble stumble bla bla bla making fun using Javanese english accent... I'm so sick+worry what will gonna be my topic for my tomorrow speaking test.. and after that, I'm gonna mumble mumble stressing about the writing ='(
FML, even my bro also tired with me, quit from his own room, I think he can't stand how noisy I am + coz i'm hijacking his room
blablabla blu blu blu blah bleh bloh bloh bloh
I annoyed my friend, and I think I had a serious brain damaged now =(

Dear God, now I'm completely give up,
please please please, let the examiner ask me topic that i'm familiar with
+ please give the best luck for me =<

If that's okay with you :)

2012-01-05T09:57:00.000+08:00

Songs that kept on and on and surprisingly, brighten up my day since 2 days ago
Though actually it's quite an old one... but I really love the lyrics :)
If that's okay with you- shayne ward :)

Happy 3rd day of 2012 everyone :)

2012-01-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

It's been a week since i haven't post anything in my recycle bin,
Happy new year 2012 everyone, of eventually for today the 3rd day of 2012!!!!! :)
Well... new year resolution? I got a lot for that!!!
I believe 2012 gonna be a fresh new start for me, since this year I'm gonna graduate from my bachelor degree
then it's gonna be a new path for my actual career on next March, welcome adult life, I will try to spend my last very long holiday till the fullest!!!!!

Thanks to God, I've learned a lot of things in 2011, I can clearly see.. people who stand beside me, support me and truly love me the way I am..
I would say congratulation again for Amy, one of the most gorgeous girl I've ever know in my life for her engagement with Harry, finally after 4years being long distance relationship, he pop out the question that make any other girl jealous for her, and especially me! I envy Amy who can meet her prince charming and seriously gonna take it to the next stage... of course, I'm so happy as well for her =')
even though what I thought for my love life = big O, I've 100% given up for love, I won't be silly or grumpy again because of it, as Amy said when the time is right, Mr right will come himself for me =D

Celebration for 2012?
NYE! I thought I'm gonna spent my New year eve playing around with ageha n rtz
in the end, for the first time of my life, I spent my New Year Eve watching fireworks with friends :))
yaaa... what did I do in previous year waiting for the countdown?
SLEEPING! coz that's what my parents do since the day I born,
but I already feel truly blessed with it, even my younger and little sisters weren't in here,
I could celebrate it with dearest daddy, mummy and my bro Tomo..
really can't wait, another countdown for chinese new year!!!! coz all of us, gonna be gather together in Surabaya :))))))
12days to go for wevang to come, and 18 days to go for c coph!!!!
excited excited excited =D
Here's some pic of the NY+NYE :D

Daddy's trolling picture

Me+Tomo

My trolling pic

First pic of 2012 :))

ageha <3

random random random

Tomo's trolling pic =D

FML news.... within 4days I'm gonna have IELTS test...speaking on Friday then listening, reading and writing on Saturday... I don't know why... I don't really have motivation to study especially for writing coz I know my writing skills= SUCKS :(
but gonna try the best that I could for it.... aim for at least 7 in overall!!!! *finger-crossed* I can make it :)

bored bored bored

2011-12-29T23:10:00.002+08:00

*Sigh*

Time past so fast again....2 nights to go then it will officially 2012!!!

I had a terrible stomachache today... and seriously I couldn't go anywhere...

even to meet my friends ngaret, and catch up with Adelyne coz she just came back from Jakarta TT.TT

Lucky me, yesterday i still had chance to go to small reunion of my ex-high school friend X2 in Ciputra World

Even just 9 persons that came, coz of some of them still went overseas, or to their own countries to celebrate x'mas and new year holiday, I still had fun!!!

We're catching up, playing cards and planning to do the reunion part two so we still can meet the others that couldn't come yesterday =)))

so happy posing

In front of the Kirkos restaurant

still posing :p

and last pose in Xmas village :))

Well, I don't have any uni friends in Surabaya...

So i feel so happy every time I can meet up with my high school friends, 'giras' with ageha and catching up with ngaret,

I will try my best to not miss any events so i can cherish every moment with them =)

Hng.... and another random things that i've done today...

I'm getting addicted with facebook game app called: Coco Girl!!!!!

this is all because LULUC!!!!!

yesterday she asked me whether I play this game or not, so i said nah, i'm not interested to play games anymore , especially in facebook, coz i used to be a maniac, play play play and forgot everything!! :(

she told me I have to try coco girl, coz for this game you didn't have to play it everyday, no competition or level like any other games in facebook...

As i didn't have anything to do except sleep sleep sleep, finally i tried this game...

Like a cat seeing fish

It really catchy!!! especially for girls, seems like the avatar is so pretty... now i'm getting addicted to it, and hopefully soon i will get bored with this game... but you guys can check this out

getting ready to have a date

it girl event :)

haiaaa... really can't wait for tomorrow so I could do more makeover to my avatar :))))))

Trolololo Happy Song :)))))

2011-12-26T13:32:00.003+08:00

Yes Yes Yes

It's a TROLOLOLO happy song!

I still can't help to not laughing so hard every time i watch this video

It just really made my day! teach us to smile smile smile

so that's why i want to share this, really really works if you have a trouble with smiling

lalalalallaallala~ =)))))

And another song of the day for me...

A song that will never get old tho seems so "galau"

All the love in the world-from the Corrs! =)

Here's some lyrics if you want to sing together:

I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friend, I'm more than O.K.
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say
Still I believe (I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it
I have no hesitation
My imagination just stole me away
(Still...) Still I believe
(I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

Love's for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah I'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) And i won't wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world
(Don't wanna wake up alone anymore...)

Morning my recycle bin! :)

2011-12-26T10:26:00.002+08:00

"Maturity, though should, come with age, and it often doesn't, is a day to day decision in action". I have definitely seen Kindies with maturity level of an adult and vice versa. The fact that it is often 'vice versa', is shocking" (Karjianto, 2011).
Quoting from one of the most amazing person that i've known in Perth, Ike, a pretty girl who I think is childish from my first impression but actually very independent and mature in reality,
this is exactly how I can describe him... already married but his actions is extremely shocking, sorry but i really have to say, my little sister is a lot more mature than him.

Well, lots of people asking me: "Why would you post something that bothering you yesterday?, just let them do what they want, pretend they were never exist anno! your good intention never can be seen by people like them."
so I said: " As this is my own recycle bin, I want to share whatever I want to share! tho actually he's not worth it to be in my blog story, I want to tell my recycle bin, how I feel" :(

I've got lots of suggestion from my good friends, they said: Don't ever let them take you for granted!
HEY!!!!! I got my own solution, I've deleted every single pieces of any networks, media, or even photos that can make me connect to them..I won't ever let my self think about them anymore,

It's just so funny yet sad after 4 years has been together in the same roof in Perth, but actually now become a completely strangers, again.
I can forgive, but sorry... I will never forget
so BYE!!!!!!
hopefully someday you guys can realize, what you guys did to people, cause it's very funny when you can still asking to others why people did that to you.

Best regards,

aNNo

Merry Xmas 2011, and looking foward to New Year 2012

2011-12-25T18:40:00.015+08:00

MERRY XMAS 2011 everyone!!!!

19months ago I decided to close down my blog...

but now... suddenly I miss it!!

and just now I'm reading entirely my previous post,

I laugh so hard... some part make me realize how I like to complain and stumble

Well, welcome back again ANNO!!!!

you can share anything in this recycle bin

in 19months of course lots of things have changed!!!!

I've met lots of good friends, felt love,get my heart broken, realize which person that can truly love me, go on trip with awesome person, and finally after I read from all of the my previous blog
TADAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!
I'm going to go on the stage, then waiting for a person call my name:
Andriani Ratna Rahardjo Bachelor of Commerce, majoring Accounting and Finance on 7th February 2012 \(^0^)/
well exactly one month to go to Perth again, and tick tock tick tock 43days to go to mygraduation ceremony!!!! :))))))

Honestly up till now I still can't believe my job as a student has finished..
Felt so emo cause now what i'm facing are not subject, homework,presentation or exam...

but the WORLD! phew~ anno anno anno! u have to grow up! mature anno mature anno!!!!

It's been 10days in Surabaya... TT___________________TT
and I still haven't call DJOEN asking them to teach me how to drive
hopefully less than 1month, I can drive smoothly, I want to drive my own car like any ordinary 20th girls!!!! :(

btw last night I watched Sherlock Holmes with my partner in crime! Oetomo Rahardjo!! :)))

It was completely 4thumbs up movie, couldn't stop laughing during the scene XD~

and finally but not the least

I'm gonna share what really bothering me since xmas eve... cause this guy has completely ruined my xmas eve mood for being mean to others people during xmas time,
but after realizing what's going on...
I should be patient,control my emotion!!!! coz this guys ain't worth it to any second of my life... but as this is my own recycle bin and I felt really fed up, I'll share whatever I want to share!
YOU guys as the reader can judge it yourself...

Caused after read it 10x times, I still felt so sorry about it.. caused.. up till now,the only perfect word that can describe is only "PATHETIC"
If you guys can't really read what it stated. simply click the picture! but for announcement...
this is really prohibited for those who got high blood pressure ;)

i miss the old me =(

2010-05-08T13:41:00.003+08:00

i fucked up again in my mid exam today =(

i don't know why i feel such an idiot

i've done the right calculations..

right theory..

but suddenly i changed my mind and changed all of my answer

i feel such a fool

i should be got a good mark... now.. i don't even think i'll pass that exam

='(

i don't know why

feel like everything that i've done is useless..

in CIC... i don't need much efforts.. n seriously i never failed...

i always get distinction mark at least

but in curtin... i've tried my best... but i failed

What's wrong with me????!!!

i feel i become a pessimist and sensitive now

and i miss the old me.. :(

i always dream i could graduate with distinction mark..

but now... all i want is just graduate SOON! =(

to be honest..

i'm afraid if i heard the word of "failure"

but after i see one of my friend quote:

"Don't worry about failure. Worry about the chances u miss when you don't even try"

makes me feel a bit better....

huff~

i need power... please... give me some stupid doraemon machines that can make me turned back the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

250 250 250 250 250... go dieeeee!

2010-05-06T11:01:00.002+08:00

unfortunately i have to go "semedi" again to the library for studying 250

i'm waiting for my sista come here

heyyy!

it's like less than 4 weeksss XD~

but anyway... i'm tired of studying studying studying..

UNI SUCKS!

seems like in cic i can get HD easily.. but in curtin...

i just hoping for PASS! =(

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

my worlds seems so unstable n i feel i want to scream ='(

going crazy!

2010-04-30T16:14:00.000+08:00

2 hours to go heading for my FINANCE 215 mid exam

n honestly i'm not ready yet especially for the theory question...

but my brain alredy STUCKED!
so can't survive to study again...

coz seriously i'm sleepy now =(

random things about me

2010-04-17T12:24:00.013+08:00

feels so bored here...
so i will just post random things about my self

1. My family is everything to me, become rahardjo's family member makes me proud of myself =]
2. I show my mood straight on my face, so better watch my face before u say something :p
3. My father is the strongest person that i've ever met
4. I still have not found the meaning of my life.. but hopefully i'll figure it out soon!
5. I'm seriously don't feel confident with my body now.. i want to go on a serious diet..tho i know i've said it like 100x n still can't make my body return to my idealweight =(
6. Sometimes i like to be alone rather than being in a crowd
7. I'm a really stubborn person.. but i've tried my best to control my emotion
8. I wish I can be a male in my next reincarnation life
9. I don't know why i lost my study motivation =(
10. I feel a lot better if you tell me things that you don't like about me in front of me, rather than being hypocrite and pretend so nice to me
11. France is the most romantic place that i should go for honeymoon!
12. I choose you not because of what you have or who you are, but what you do to me is the matter
13. I'm trully a sweettooth person... i can skip all my meals and change it to biscuits, cakes, chocolate, or ice cream!
14. I plan to have a healthier life style here
15. If i was really upset, mad and stress... i will eat a lot of chocolates n sometimes eat unbelieveable huge amount of chillies
16. Tho i know i am not really good with words... but when i love a person... i will love them unconditionally

17. I know some of people don't care about their virginity..but for me it does really matter.. coz i want to give it only to my future husband

18. Sometimes i like to cry in the rain.. coz when it rains.. no one can see me crying...

19. I can put my make up on when i'm on the mood.. but i can also turn to a gig when i was in a badmood..lol

20. Nutella+ crunchy nut was the perfect match everrrrrr!!!

fire mode on!

2010-04-17T08:35:00.003+08:00

hahahaha

i don't know why but i feel i have committed to be serious on my diet plan

after i cleaned my room i feel such a waste

i have really a lot of pretty clothes that now is not fit again to me =(

FIRE MODE on!

btw i also feel so excited with things that will happen for tomorrow

coz tomorrow will be the first time i watch a real live concert!

i will watch SUPAFEST in here

must be fun night for tomorrow in perth

we got kelly rowland, akon, pitbull, jay sean, and eve

XD~

tho exam is coming within days

i still in vacation mood =(

but hopefully my study mood come back sooN!

fighting for aNNo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know i can do it!

>=D

it's COMPLICATED

2010-04-15T14:24:00.004+08:00

i don't know why

but lately i become so emo

seems like there is always somebody who doesn't like me to be happy

seriously it pissed me off

though i know and believe in Karma

"what you give is what you get in return

especially when people accuse you for things that you didn't even do"

but if u still disturbing my happy life

just wait and see

but i won't be that stupid to stay cool and kind to u!

and u... its you...

who recently make my heart pounds 2x faster than usual..

i am not sure how do you feel about me

but...

If you love me..Let me know...

If not, Please gently let me go..

i'm addicted with this song!!!!!

2010-03-28T17:08:00.003+08:00

Timbaland feat Katy Perry

If we ever meet again

XD~

easter break!

2010-03-28T16:58:00.005+08:00

yeahhhh!
i had 2 weeks break which already started from yesterday!

but i don't know why my head not happy about easter break...

n seriously i can't wait till my sista coph coph come here

it's like... 83 days to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so excited waiting she come here

preparing which places will i drag her to go

then we will go:

26 June-1July to Melbourne

1-6 July to Sydney

6July go to HK but transit first 1 day to Spore

n GOOD NEWS!

i have extend my ticket from 23 July to 29!!!!!

so i will have 3 weeks holiday in HK

i will meet my OICIA ^^

at the first time me n my sister are planning to take

9 days tour to Europe via HK

but after we think for a while again... better save the money

so next year we can have more trip to go

(present for our graduation day!)

therefore currently still confused...

which place where should we go but just for 3days tour?

ShangHai?

Guang Zhou?

Taiwan?
or Japan?

we will figure it out SOON!!!

so PISSED OFF!

2010-03-19T21:59:00.008+08:00

i'm so not in the mood today!

i met a freakin fuckin germany old man customer that was so racist with Indonesian

at the first time i still don't really care when he mocked my IT workplace called yongki

he asked him to show where was the fastest computer in netcom

then yongki said it almost the same...

he didn't believe it! he said he was far away smarter than yongki

he was born in german,bla bla bla SHIT..

then yongki started to piss off.. but still because of his age yongki try to calm down

he still using our computer after he mocked our workplace!
and the dumbest thing about him... he still not believe about the time that popped up on the top screen that show the customer time that they got left... OMG... he timed using a timer!

one word: FREAK! =.=

then after that.. he skyped with somebody with super huge voice like mocking people but in germany, and it made other customers looking at him and laugh like wth, whats wrong with him?

lol

and the time is up!

screen already turned to black but he still can use the skype

so yongki said, wait till 3 min then restart his computer

i've wait like more thn 3mins, but mike said i should tell him first

when i try to tell him... suddenly he pushed me twice and asked me to leave

WTH!!!!!!

i started to piss off and restarted his computer from the main server

and so the war begun!

he came to the counter and swearing with his germany bla bla bla

but i ignored him!

then he suddenly asked me

O= oldman A= anno

O: where were u born?
A: Indonesia
O: from which part of indonesia? jogjakarta? surabaya?
A: yes, i was born in surabaya
O: VILLAGE!!!
A: .....
O: I was born in GERMANY... (bla bla bla bla shit again)
A: SOOOOO?!

O: (speak bla bla bla bla bla bla mocking indonesian)
A: (raising my voice) why u r so racist with Indonesian? what's wrong with Indonesia?

at that time i was really pissed off

i can felt my face has turned to red and felt seriously i want to smack him,

but yongki and mike came and try to cool me down

then he said, our workplace was crap, our service was bad bla bla bla

then so i said: never ever come back to netcom again!!!

then he gone and after that other customers like say to me

i should calm down to face a crazy person like him

he was not worth it to make me mad like that

haizzz...........

he was really pissed me off!

really wondering how come God created a person like him

he felt like Germany was the superior and the best place to born?
really stupid!!

i'm proud and never feel ashamed because i was born in a "village" place like Surabaya

he is so stupid of being RACIST!!!

really unbelievable i can met a person like him

hope will not ever meet any stupid crazy racist person again like him in my life

huff~

MOTIVATION

2010-03-18T14:22:00.004+08:00

now i know why i should go on a DIET

i've got th reason now..

n the reason is YOU

yeah..

i said it was YOU

i was so disappointed with u

u were not worth it to be called as a friend...

but thanks anyway

now i got motivation to go on a diet

i will prove to myself that i can do it

just wait n see the new me

bored

2010-03-16T18:40:00.001+08:00

i hate uni life...
i want go back to CIC....

its oredi MARCH!

2010-03-06T19:43:00.003+08:00

heyyyy
still cant believe it
time past so fast
it's oredi march again!

Uni oso already started...
really missed my CIC life
uni SUCKS
=(

but i'm waiting for my sista come to Perth
102 days to go!
counting counting counting on d day

have to clean up my house tommorow!
coz really cant stand my room looks like JUNGLE!
lol

okkkkkkkkk
it's like 3hours to go!!
yuhuuuu
TONIGHT GONNA BE A GOOD GOOD NITEEE
XD~

CNY and Valday

2010-02-14T23:39:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!!
this year i will say quite BORING!
coz nothing much to do...
i woke up at 5.30 in the morning..took a shower
put my dress n make up on then @ 6.30 my uncle came
say a good wishes to everyone that i met today...
i just went to 4 houses this year...
at first we planned to ate lunch together
i mean my famz n my mom big famz..
but unfortunately, last night one of their child sick n had to take a rest in the hospital
therefore, after looked after him
i end up eating shabu2 in my own house...

n for Valentine day
it's quite despo..
i got 0 flowers or chocolates like it used to be...
n quite JEALOUS
with my siblings coz felt they are full with love
one big word for my day...

SUCKS!
n i end up eating my own handmade chocolate
:(
coz my plan to attend valday single party was ruined!
OMG
i feel sorry for myself ==a

but anyway
wish ur day wasnt like mine...

once again
happy CNY n Valday guys!
wish u all d best for the new begining in the new year!
~^o^~

exam results has been published!

2010-02-10T09:35:00.009+08:00

feel so sucks coz oredi knew my exam results score
n like i tot... my results not as good as it used to be...
too much playing with myself...
:(

anyway...
yesterday i felt so happy could spend my time wisely :p

n

yesterday as well my sister randomly asked me to be a model
but just an amateur one...
so i became a 2 hours model in my own house..
i like her pic SO MUCH!
coz i feel i become more mature
n here is the best shot according to me :p

feels free to give comment =]
u can see it more either from my sister album or mine in fb
XD~

GIVING UP!

2010-02-04T13:33:00.003+08:00

yahhh
im giving up
too tired of everything
no more excuses
no more hopes
coz im so SICK n feel SORRY to my self

just waiting till 6 February 2010
coz my Dear Sophia Ratna Rahardjo will come
and i'm sure she will comfort me..
coz since last night... i really feel
that's it..
ENOUGH!!!

im missing my dear friends but they are all not in sby now
Luluc, DJ, Diinda, Aldys...n swanny
there are lots of things i wanna share with u guys
:(

i HATE this kind of feeling...
i know from the start
i should get rid of it and not think too much...

Can i get closer??? closer to you!

2010-02-03T20:18:00.002+08:00

hahahaha
im addicted with that song...
yessss
song from Josef Hedinger!!!!
Can i get closer
*melting*
lol

really cant wait till 6 feb...
coz i miss SOPHIA RATNA RAHARDJO
so muchhH!!!!!!!!!!
3 days to go baby =]

BAD DAY

2010-02-01T20:21:00.003+08:00

yeah...
i had quite a bad day this morning..
i found my money being stolen by my own maid
i lost it in my own purse which was on my own bag...
n it was in my own room!!!!
=.=
im 100% sure that the one who stole it was my own maid..
coz she is the only one who entered my room this morning
but unfortunately i didn't have the proof.. :(
but this fact made me realize i should opened a bank account again here

n bad news being in indo
i'm balooning AGAIN
haia..
being HOME was really like heaven
but still not with the fact my new maid was a clepto person

n other fact..
i wish i could stop eating here...
coz being HOME also mean...
nonstop eat ~.~

hope that other fact will be dismiss soon...!!!

haizzz..
cant wait till 6 feb!!!
i MISS c coph ALOT... :(

n now is
ayo dance mode ON!
kind of miss my autism..
LOL

FREEDOM!!!

2010-01-29T16:15:00.002+08:00

heyy

finally exam already finished

although i wrote all crap for my management n BIS exams

still hoping i can reach high marks on it...

yesterday after exam i directly went to late night slept over to DJ house

n yes we watched it's complicated

it was a really good drama comedy movie

we had a really great nite! :)

n one thing for sure

i feel really really in a good mood today

coz yeahhh

less than 48 hours again i will be back to SURABAYA!!!

feel so excited

i already bought a lot of gifts

chocolates for little sister

corica to my fams

n MACADAMIA ABALONE flavour

seriously

u MUST try it!

n to Mr D

thx for ur confession coz i feel really glad now

c ya everybody in SBY

aNNo will be back

SOON

XD~

DYING

2010-01-26T19:42:00.004+08:00

Seriously..

i'm dying rite now

cant focus to anything that i study

my accounting 101 exams was really sucks

i put a wrong figure in a really high mark question... T.T

haizzzzz

seems like my head just keep thinking...

4 days left

i'll celebrate my day with my fams...

OMG OMG OMG

please bless me for tommorow

coz SERIOUSLY

i can't study now

6 days to go!!

2010-01-24T19:33:00.004+08:00

heyyyyyy

feels so long haven't updated my blog

nya nya nya

tommorow my first final exam will begin

ACCOUNTING 101

haizzz

i don't know why i choose accounting as my major..

coz now i feel accounting SUCKS!

though tommorow is my first final exam

i dont know why i keep excited everytime thinking...

next week at this time...

i will be at HOME again :)

n the good news

my parents just arrived from jogja

they bought me a lot of mini pia which i really loves XD~

i have make a really long list

what should i do

what should i buy

and what should i eat

while i have 3weeks off in surabaya

and i also feel so EXCITED

i have bought tickets in june

round trip

from Perth-Melbourne-Sydney-Perth

then Perth to Hongkong

please GOD make my day easier

so i can enjoy my holiday soon!!!

n still now just feel

EXCITED!

aiooooo

2010-01-08T18:20:00.002+08:00

protecting the precious thing in my life...

i had a nightmare yesterday

i had a weird dream..

it's like my family shouting and blame on each other...

but anyway...

i really can wait to come home again..

i started to feel HOMESICK again....

therefore always counting on

23 days to go back SURABAYA again

Perth still damn boring as usual...

and recently i just bought wii n wii fit

so i got something to do...

coz...

everybody in my hometown shock seeing fatty aNNo

T.T

and no interesting story that i can tell...

coz my life is so damn boring....

i want to have some fun soon.!!!

last day of 2009

2009-12-31T11:04:00.003+08:00

hey....
it takes really long time for me to update my blog
today is the last day of 2009

i met and experienced a lot of things this year
lucky me can celebrate new year eve with my family here in SURABAYA
=]

honestly i feel sad to come to perth again next saturday...
feels like being home is the best feeling ever...

i planed to celebrate new year eve today in Loop
hope the fireworks will be nice
hehehehe

ok
WELCOME 2010
bye bye 2009!!!!

dungdungdung

2009-12-08T11:15:00.002+08:00

hey!

still can't believe it's already 8th December 2009!
10 days to go to SURABAYA!!!!!

nya nya nya

lots thing happened before i go back to indo

still got management and BIS group assignment...

and CIB presentation! =.=

anyway... on 6th December 2009

i did abaloning n it was FUN!!!

though my less than 1 hour google gone with in the ocean

n i got lots of bruises there...

i really love ABALONING

nyam nyam nyam

it was yummyyyyyyy

n thx+sorry to nitty and sonty

cause because of me they have to sacrifice their body t0 being tortured by Jaiko (me) :P

therefore they got lots of bruises and scratches

LOL

n happy bday once again to my Boss Danu Lohanto

netcom is really like my second home here...

n have him as a Mr boss really make me happy! :)

still can't imagine if he retired n have to work with the new boss :(

hope it was just a rumor that he want to quit

overall...

i am FINE now

after have 12 hours sleep i felt lots of better

tomorrow was really tiring

haiizzzz

wait for me babeeeee

aNNo will coming to town soon!!!!
XD~

JEALOUS! :(

2009-11-27T14:10:00.002+08:00

it's been two years...

i didn't celebrate my younger sista bday together...

now she must be celebrate it together with all of my fams..

n my siblings!

feel so jealous with her :(

but overall

HAPPY BDAY to my dear sista

FRANSISCA RATNA RAHARDJO

wish u all d best

panjang umur

tambah gendut! :P

lancar jodoh

sayang papa mama terus

LOVE YOU till i die...

*smooch*

mwah!

this is it....

2009-11-19T00:42:00.003+08:00

yeah...

THIS IS IT

just less than 5 hours...

i'll officially live without any relatives here..

the clock is like ticking away

n i really want to scream now...

i don't want to be alone..

i want to hide or burn tomo's passport...

but don't have that courage coz surely will make my parents sad...

Dear God...

Please make my 29 days here so short..

Please make me strong and can get through on my serious diet mode..

and also please make me have a positive mind...

don't make me feel jealous coz tomorrow my family are all completely live in Surabaya

while i'm still stuck in Perth...

somebody please give me POWER

coz i need to be recharge!!!

my bad luck...

2009-11-10T16:34:00.004+08:00

i lost one of my precious thing... AGAIN yesterday

didn't know how long i cried coz that bracelet means a lot to me...

my step grandma give it to me while she still alive..

it really broke my heart when yesterday i found out that i lost it..

the dumbest thing i ever done..

i didn't know why how come i could lost it...

i just realized that when i finished showering..

something is missing on my hand... i should have something on it...

but why it gone... i mean... my bracelet...

yeah...

it's G.O.N.E

didn't know how many hours i tried to search it in the shower hole..

but my bro said tht it already gone to the septic tank..

maybe now it's already mixed with other "thing"

so he said.. i should let it go...

i feel really bad for being so silly..

i should be more careful to every single precious thing around me..

now all that i can feel is just REGRETFUL

sorry to Imanyang... i already make u down..

words really can't express my feeling...

coz.. i also feel really down...

my biggest fear

2009-11-08T16:57:00.002+08:00

yeah...

my biggest fear that always ruined my mood

fear that makes me awake n cry in the middle of the night

it's like 11 days to go..

i have to start my new boring life in Perth...

i HATE this kind of feelings...

i really addicted to him!

though he sometimes quite annoying n dumb dumb

though he is really unpredictable person

though he might be stingy to others..

though he always ruined my diet plan

and though i didn't know how many times i've hurted his feeling..

coz i always end up saying bad words to him...

deep down inside my heart.. i love him damn so much

n i really thx to god giving me the best brother ever in my life

Oetomo Rahardjo

he is the only one that always care about me here

buying foods, feeding me, tell a joke if i get sad

n always beside me every time i want to share something...

OMG

how can i supposed to be live without him?

i already spent my14months here live with him..

i HATE to being alone...

who will i hug if i feel homesick?

coz he is the only one that makes me feel like home here...

GOD....

i really regret with my choice to study abroad...

coz now i have to spent my 2.5 years time alone far away from my family

i wish my sister could move here...

please make a miracle... coz i can't stand no more!!!!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN all :)

2009-10-31T14:24:00.003+08:00

yeahhh

today is 31st October 2009

HAPPY HALLOWEEN all!

trick or treat?

today is also will be the first time i officially legal go to metro city

i'll go sleepover to pim's apartment

n i'm sure we will have some fun!

wish me luck there

i'm really kind of excited bout it

happy bday my dear RIANA PUSPITA HALIM

2009-10-23T18:57:00.003+08:00

happy 18th bday to my dear friend..

RIANA PUSPITA HALIM

i'm so sorry can't make anything that can suprised u

like the way u suprised me when i was 18..

but i always wish u all the best

love u channn

take care n

AGEHA best friend forever =]

mwahhhh <3

KARA is back! <3

2009-10-19T20:09:00.004+08:00

haiizzz

today is my first day go to school again...

to be honest...

i'm so lazy to go to school

i wanna have longer holiday!!!

=.=

btw

lately i become addicted to Jung Nicole!!!

she's one member of KARA (korean's girls group)

she lost weight a lot

n OMG she's now lookin smokin HOT!!!

this is one of my favourite song from their old album!!!

this is their perfomance while singing 2pm song!

last but not the least..

their latest song!!!!

HOT!

2009-10-16T17:44:00.002+08:00

haiaaa

today is so hot!

still spring but oredi 35 degrees!

n i hv such a not a good mood

=.=

mmmm

yesterday i went to adventure world...

n u know what?

all of the interactive map, advertising n stuffs like that was actually just

BULLSHIT!

they are all MARKETING

i feel very dissapointed went there yesterday

n the fee cost wasn't worth!!

u have to pay 49 dollars to go there, but luckily i got student edge card so got 10dollar off

but still... INDONESIA dufan a lot cheaper n more FUN!

the place was very small n the rides n games....

BORING!

i even lost my precious ring there...

ring that oredi 8 years stand by my side..

coz when i play water games.. i had to take off all of my jewelries

so i asked one of my friends to put on his finger n keep it for me...

but he lost it...

more than 1 hour we were looking for it

n now i oredi gave up... losing hope to find it

hope that someone that find it could treasured my ring well

huhuhu

i feel so dumb dumb for my holiday

got lots of trouble..

didn't really enjoy my holiday here...

perth zoo ==> smell POO!

ice skating ==> get lost n fell down

adventure world ==> got my skin burned, n lost my ring..

hence...

i won't go anywhere else for my remaining days till sunday

coz i got a bad feeling bout it

=.=

sigh

2009-10-15T03:20:00.002+08:00

it's oredi 3.20 am n i still can't sleep

i miss my family...

i miss ageha...

i miss ngaret...

i miss swanny

i miss luluc

i miss DJ

i miss the old me...

i wish i could have doraemon..

i wanna borrow his magic door...

travelling n meet anyone as in my wish...

gosh...

i'll go to adventure world within 7 hours...

hope it will be nice like in my thought...

i wanna have some fun!!!

i'm so bored here...

=.=

dumb dumb

2009-10-14T01:32:00.005+08:00

yesterday,my official results oredi come up
actually i'm kind of dissapointed coz all of my mark went down :(
so i promised to myself i will make it alive again this trimester
i should work harder!

huff~
today is evelyn kong bday!
HAPPY 18th Bday for her
we ate @ dragon steamboat,northbridge
the food is yummy! n d bad things...
i forgot all of my diet stuff n eat alot like others
=.=
i feel so dumb dumb
i can't sleep until now coz i'm still FULL!
anyway i get a great time there
thx to evelyn...
i'm surely will miss ya while u r not here... :(
love ya!

i really like a quote from my friend, Amelia Devina Suboko
bout "live life to the fullest"
so later there is not such a regretfull feeling
it really motivates me to treasure every moment that i could spend here

hence i got a new resolution about myself!
honestly, i'm cravin to find a new boyfriend to back up me
coz i think i will feel lonely because of my brother will back for good
but NOW...
i won't think like that anymore...

i will....
STUDY hard!!!
WORK hard!!!
DIET hard!!!
PLAY hard!!!
n SHOPPING hard!!!

until i reach that dream..
i won't think any about boys right now..
so i will build d highest wall,hence no one could climb it!

still got 66 days to go to my hometown...
n 38 days bfore my bro go for good....

i miss ageha, ngaret, my famz, devina djamaludin,n pimwad tarasin so badly!!!
:(

ouuchhhh..... :(

2009-10-13T01:15:00.005+08:00

today i went to play ice skating with my friends
though in the end just 4 of us that could go there
i'm totally HAPPY!
coz i met 2 really nice people today

we want to play ice skating in cockburn ice arena
the thing is... the place is HARD TO FIND!!!
it wasn't like in indo or somewhere else..
the arena wasn't locate inside a shopping central..
but somewhere like near factory
=.=

we went there by bus...
n the stupid thing about it...
the BUS DRIVER was an IDIOT!
he didn't know the place where we should stop!!
OMG...
he just said.. he knew roughly about the place...
so he made us stop n giving us direction...
"u should go down to that hill n then turn right"
so 4 of us walked down to hill but we got lost!!!
goshh...almost like half hour we walked but still not find any direction
we even went like a complex house...
so we asked a lady while she was driving...
she said... wait 2 min,i'll be back soon
while we were waiting for the lady.. we met 2 oz kids
they said... that stupid bus driver was FULL OF SHIT!
they bullied us! =.=
luckily... the lady went back again..then gave us ride to the main road.... it really far from that idiot bus driver giving us direction!
but still in d end.. we found that cockburn ice arena =]

we have to pay like $17 for 2 hours skating...
within 1 hour... i feel kind of excited
but unfortunately... i fell down...
n it touch my back bone n my head! :'(
haiizz
my butt is freakin pain... it hurt so badly up till now
the things that made me happy...
a purple girl that mastered in ice skating
gave me a hand... she even smile to me n asked whether I was ok or not
here is the purple girl pic!

thx GOD
in this evil world.. there still many angels around me
=]

so though now my body is really in a pain..
but i'm such in a good mood XD

can't wait till d next trip to adventure world...
[we delayed it bcoz of the weather!] :(

wait till my next adventure!
XD

freedom

2009-10-06T00:36:00.003+08:00

huaahhh
oredi 1 month haven't write anything in my blog...
though freedom has come
but i didn't really feel excited =.=

just waiting until result comes up @13oct
n maybe still try to do my best

i'm kind of addicted with pitbull song- i know u want me!
huhuhu
honestly i really want to try clubbing in Perth...
wanna go clubbing but still wait till my friends finished their stuff :(

huff~
other fact
i have to go on DIET!
surely i believe i can do it!
oredi promised to dj n pim that they won't see this fat anno when they back from their holiday
:)

nothing special will coming up

maybe can share interesting story after i got d new experience..

tc n have a nice holiday all

haiaaaaa

2009-09-23T18:47:00.002+08:00

wew
almost 2 weeks didn't update my blog...
i feel so wrong lately..

to be honest...
i'm not happy with my present life..

i want something different!
something can change my life to a whole new world...
who can bring that differences to me?
:(

exam will coming soon...
less than 7 days to go...
& the sucks part...
i got 3 out of 4 exam that will start on 4.30 PM
gosh...
i HATE to do exam in afternoon time
haiizzz
it's like my brain already wanna stop at that time
T.T

i feel i lost my confidence now...
i wanna go back home soon...
wish i have that anywhere door from doraemon..

i really missed my family...
i got jealous every time my sister upload new photos
:(

haiaaaa
still got 86 days to go...
hope i can fulfill my new dream.........
i will definitely make u regret with what u've done to me
wait till the new aNNo back!
i will motivate my self more
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

woot...

2009-09-12T20:27:00.003+08:00

feels like ages haven't updated my blog..
my inet connection SUCKS
i don't know what people r downloading that make the connection so slow
although i've got nearly 100G capacity that used for 4 persons
=.=
so i have to wait until 14 September
2 weeks to final exam...
but have to still completing my final marketing report that due on next friday

haiizz
so lazy to do the report...
why people have to make report as their assignment?
everytime i want to start writing about it..
it made me got a big headache
:(

I went to work for 13 hours today
just nearly 30mins again I can go back home
:)

97 days to go!!!
MBAMBONG all the time
XD

morphing :D

2009-08-26T23:19:00.009+08:00

hey hey!

I just found a website that interesting
it called MORPHING!
XD

here are some pic after morphing

anno-kreuk

anno-hilton

anno-aoki

& somehow this website also can predict what our baby will look like

so here are some pics about my future baby :D

~anno bloom~

this is my favourite!!! anno bennington X)

last not the least is anno wood :)

feel so pleased XD~

2009-08-26T20:57:00.002+08:00

Feel like ages haven't updating my blog

hehehe

mmm

yeahhhhhh

i feel so PLEASED!!!

after spending almost 7 hours to clean my own toilet n room

my sacrifice brings me to happines

now i can enjoy looking my room become so cool

haiizzz

i have big headache everytime thinking about my econs n marketing report

all of my results now become downward sloping curve

[like Stella always said, use economic words]

lol

MBAMBONG mode ON laaaaa

*PUFF*

freedom

2009-08-20T00:51:00.011+08:00

Feels so FREE
I've changed my econs assignment topic
so the due date will also be shift to next 2 weeks
>=D

Other things happened today..
i celebrated my bday with my Indo friends
actually I planned to eat at billy lees or HK BBQ
but unfortunately, both places were closed today :(
So we ate at Good Fortune... !
Here's some pictures that've been taken since last sunday up to now

`XD

16th August 2009, It was a rainy day

It just me, Tomo, Pim n Aum eat together in Joy Cafe, NB

very delicious cake from Pim n Aum :)

it's me n my indo friends

nyam nyam nyam :D

This is one of my favourite gift :)

Finally, this is all of the presents that i received this year ^0^
Thanks for all of u guys =]

PS:(actually there r many pic I want to put it in here,but lazy to upload =P, if u wanna see more, feels free to check out my fb photo album) lol

x.o.x.o

lazy!!!! T.T

2009-08-18T21:35:00.004+08:00

Huhuhuhu
there are many things i wanna do...
but too this laziness always comes up
:(

haioooo
3 days to go for due date econs report
and I haven't start to do any...
really been stressed out..
I hate report and essays assignment
coz I know my english sucks!
I'm struggling with it...
that's why i prefer to choose accounting or any subject
that doesn't need much influence with english
T.T

huff~
hope i can go trough this faster..
I'm still thinking about writing the report
but I hate today weather
raining all day!!!!
grrrrr
makes me wanna sleep...

haizzz
MBAMBONG all the timeeeee

***PUFF***

HAPPY!!! XD

2009-08-16T21:59:00.005+08:00

yeahh!!!
Still can't believe I can be happy like this
I got family n friends who love and care about me...
=]

I got bday surprise this morning...
Chan, Aldys, Dj n her sis came today gave me bday surprise
things that make me really happy..
they cooked misua (bihun) n red eggs for me!!!
i'm so suprised that i could eat it this year
words can't express my feeling
>,<

I also got lots of bday wishes from either sms, phone or fb
really excited reply all of their messages =]

n I can go to METRO!!!
5 people already asked me to go there
woho XD~

And other things that made me happy today
Eventhough i just spent whole my 18th bday just with Pim, Aum n my bro
I didn't feel lonely..but feel so FREE
kind of really missed that moment, just aNNo,Pim,n Aum together become Tomo's angel
LOL

I'm totally HAPPY!!!

who said we need boyfriend to make our life perfect?

really thx for all of you that give me support n wishes what have brighten up my day
~^0^~

haiooo
wanna upload many photos
but I got business law test tommorow
n I hv zero preparation
~________~
hope Utik can teach me tommorow bout things to do

wish me luck guys
x.o.x.o

hey! i'm 18 now =]

2009-08-16T00:42:00.003+08:00

I'm officially not underage now...
Actually I still can't believe that i'm not 17 anymore...
so I can't say either I'm happy or not

Anyway
thx a LOT for all those who give me wishes
call n sing a happy bday song to me

but..
If I can really make a one wish...
All I really want for my bday present is just to celebrate it with my family...
I really missed them
hope they feel the same way too

I Love U [grabbed from lianne]

2009-08-15T16:03:00.005+08:00

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
His name is Jin.
I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club.
I found that I fell in love with him.
Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls.
To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…
“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”“Why? You need to study at home?”
I felt disappointment grabbing me.“No… I am going to meet a friend…”
He was always like that.
He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
To him, I was just a girlfriend.
The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth.
Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…
Then one day…
Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one.
There were many…Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep.
He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today?
Huh?I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.
Then I shouted… “Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell meI put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him.
But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday.

After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell…
Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around.
Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it.
Jin: What….why…I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!!
I don’t want to see a person like you again!I spitted out all the words that were inside me.
But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.“I’m sorry”
He apologized in a tiny voice.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…
Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…
But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!”
HONK~!! “Boom!”
That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…
“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls…“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls.I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…
“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls,shocked.
“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
“I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you~”“I love you~”“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop.
I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…
“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”
The tears came flowing out of me.
Why? Why? I asked God, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…
For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life.

just found this touching story that i grabbed from my friend in fb
i LOVE it so much,so i put it in my blog n maybe could make u guys also like it :)

morning all =]

2009-08-15T09:25:00.003+08:00

yeahhh
good morning all
i've great night yesterday
when i woke up, feels i've been fully charged
lol

after talking with my big sista, coph
i've no doubt again to think about my future to move to melbie...
now i'm 100% sure
if my father allow her to move to melbie
i'll come with her to move there..
but if she can't move to melbie
i'll stay in this village, Perth
kind of exciting though when devina asked me to go UWA with her n we can become a housemate....
imagine move to UWA than Curtin
wohooo!!
i will feel different atmosphere
lol

nothing special today
though my mind always thinking...
this is the last day i could be 17
i should spend it wisely
but... the fact today i'll work 2 shifts which is 8 hours
so i think i'll spend my last 17 time in my workplace
:(
The other good thing i should celebrate
tommorow I will be 18!!
i'm waiting for somebody who promised give me a "gift" tommorow
the clue is..
something to "use"
well.. wait n see then when i opened it tommorow
XD~

My Life, My Choice

2009-08-13T20:54:00.006+08:00

Finally!!!
after spending hours to change my blog skin
n I totally failed coz many errors occurs =.=
I can make my own blog!!
XD~

First of all,
Somehow i feel so relieved..
I could create my own recycle bin!!!
Like chan said, nobody can stop u to express your feeling
coz I feel I really need one =]

Today is ageha's special day..
It's our 5th anniversary
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to US
words really can't express what u guys mean to me
I do love n care about all of you
I'm sure all of ageha's can spread their wings
and become a successful person in future :)

Honestly, I feel really stress to decide what I really want these day
In the past, I really wanted to move to Melbourne..
which I thought could be the best place for my study..
But now... I'm confused with myself...
Cause study n moving to Melbourne will harder than Perth..
Of course it also will take more time, money n I can't do part time job there..
I'm quite in love with Perth now...
GOSH!!!
it really annoyed me

In past few days...
I didn't know why, I always had negative thinking around me
feels like everything will turn out bad
I feel really sad.. I even don't know what happen to my self!!!
Kind of feel homesick.. I wish I could back to my childhood n never grow...
I really hate this kind of feelings
But still don't know how to stop it
:(

haizz...
3 days to go to my 18th bday
Last month I feel really excited everytime I think about it
no more guardian or underage thing!!!
Suddenly it changed now...
I feel so damn old...n the saddest thing about my bday this year...
I can't even celebrate it with my own parents, get both hugs n kisses from them..
Nobody will prepare red eggs & misua for me!
Time flies so fast
I really wish I could change n control it...

tommorow I will also have accounting mid-exam test
wish me luck guys
coz right now I just can think this subject suits me well

good nite
bb